Sunday, June 30
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@ 4:45:00 AM
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national days:
` tuesday
` wednesday
` thursday
` friday
` tuesday
` wednesday
going/asked to go/want to go on tuesday afternoon, wednesday afternoon, thursday afternoon, friday morning, whole of tuesday and whole of wednesday.
` tueday(A) - my event; 100m breast
` wednesday(A) - den wants me to go and pei her
` thursday(A) - want to go see jw swim and pei shin han and go home with him
` friday(M) - will try to pon school to see jw swim
` tuesday&wednesday(wholeday) - going to support cause it's the finals ! can skip school too! whole day see..
eeks. just that.. friday.. don't know how to give an excuse man.. most probably brenda tan or some teacher will be there!!! ahhh!! tao yan! :(
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@ 4:14:00 AM
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when you look at me
tell me what do you see
this is what you get
it's the way that i am
when i look at you i wanna be,
i wanna be,
somewhere close to heaven with neanderthal man
don't go i know you want to touch me, here, there and everywhere
sparks fly when we are together
you can't deny the facts of life
you don't have to act like a star
trying moves in the back of the car
you know that we can go far
cause tonight your gonna get my
don't play games that you hate
cause you know that i won't wait
why aint you asking me to stay?
cause tonight i'm gonna give you my
you could me mine,
baby whats your star sign?
won't you take a step in the lions den?
i can hear my conscience calling me,
calling me,
say i'm gonna be a bad girl again
why don't you come on over,
we can't leave this all undone
got the devil on my shoulder,
there's no place for you to run
you don't have to act like a star
trying moves in the back of the car
you know that we can go far
cause tonight your gonna get my
don't play games that you hate
cause you know that i won't wait
why aint you asking me to stay?
cause tonight i'm gonna give you my
if you forget i'll remind you,
if you're paranoid i'm behind you,
if you lose your head i'll find you,
sending you my kiss
if you forget i'll remind you,
if you're paranoid i'm behind you,
if you lose your head i'll find you,
kiss kiss
you don't have to act like a star
trying moves in the back of the car
you know that we can go far
cause tonight your gonna get my
don't play games that you hate
cause you know that i won't wait
why aint you asking me to stay?
cause tonight i'm gonna give you my
you don't have to act like a star
trying moves in the back of the car
you know that we can go far
cause tonight your gonna get my
don't play games that you hate
cause you know that i won't wait
why aint you asking me to stay?
cause tonight i'm gonna give you my
holly valance - kisskiss ( kiss :<>)
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@ 3:44:00 AM
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from the moment i met you i just knew you'd be mine
you touched my hand and i knew that this was gonna be our time
i dont ever wanna lose this feeling,
i don't wanna spend a moment apart
cause you bring out the best in me,
like no-one else can do
that's why i'm by your side,
thats why i love you
everyday that i'm here with you
i know that it feels alright
and i've just got to be near you every day and every night
and you know we belong together
it just had to be you and me
cause you bring out the best in me
like no-one else can do
that's why i'm by your side and thats why i love you
and you know that we belong together
it just had to be you and me
cause you bring out the best in me,
like no-one else can do
thats why i'm by your side
cause you bring out the best in me,
like no-one else can do
thats why i'm by your side
and thats why i love you
cause you bring out the best in me,
like no-one else can do
thats why i'm by your side
and thats why i love you
blue - best in me (nice!!)
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@ 10:43:00 PM
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after going offline, it's back to folding stars.. :/ hope that person appreciates the effort i'm putting in. even though it sucks. :(( took quite long to master it again cause haven't folded stars in years! so wasted a lot at the beginning. and all those itchy handed people like den, serene, mei shan, yi lin and yi wen kept trying and doing for me. appreciate their help but this time, i'm doing it on my own. it's called sincerity? hahaha. is that the word?
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@ 10:30:00 PM
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recap:
` friday: - went j8 with pau&lynn
- met, saw ping, serene&lingx
- talked. a lot.
- went for training
- reached an hour late
- went over to.. :) side.
- training's easier there
- didn't slack at all
(only for one of the 100m i.m. cause i was really gonna die)
- ate dinner there..
- can't remember the rest
` saturday:
- went out with jose
- bought a present + others..
- went for training
- slacked a lot
- but had quite a good sun
- :)
- ate dinner there (buffet !!!)
- father wanted to come at 745
- but it was too early
- den left early,
- shin han and yi wen were doing homework!!!!
- so left with serene
- went to watch a bit of the turkey/korea match.
- cause.. :)
- stayed there and talked
- talked
- her parents came
- sat and waited for mine since they decided to come and drink coffee
- was.. walking around..
- looking around.. staring.. hiding..
- hahs. then went to look at the programme again (for nats)
- walked around a bit more and..
- then went to meet parents.
- bought smoothie
- went home. but was reluctant thoughh.. :P
[ 1030pm ]
so i was out the whole day. and friday too. sort of. and today...
- went for training.
- late again. was too tired to get up
- slacked not as much as saturday
- ate breakfast
- talked to den
- she had to go so walked her to the lobby
- serene called and met up
- went to the bowling alley and played photo hunt
- went games room too. was dam bored. x|
- talked.. went library.. saw yiwen, serjin, nicholas, flora
- on the way andrew
- all parents were having meet-the-parent session see
- my father came.. so left.
and here i am! hahaha. haii.. so bored. don't know if i should go for training tomorrow. but jiaolian said that it's only warm down.. then finish at 7+ so serene is asking me to go. oh well.. will see. :/
oh! and did i mention? I HATE FOLDING STARS !!!!
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@ 3:10:00 AM
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got back more papers today!! and all the marks are getting worse and worse. mm.. but i passed english!! hahs. even though it's really like primary standard. that mrs lee is real lenient! :)
oh. so ended up apologising during the meeting today. so dam malu! infront of all my juniors loh. hiack. :\
But I was laughing like more than half the time.. mm.. and Alicia was at the back helping me!! , telling me what to say!! Sweetsweet girl. :) luckily that miss oh didn’t come!! :) hahaha.
Paid for the package and are getting it tomorrow!!! Ahhh!! So exciting. Hahaha. Want to see how the tee looks like. I also want to request for the jersey. They said it would now be made in time but I was thinking can wear for.. some other occasion. Mm.. and for next years swimming carnival. Cause I bet even they wouldn’t be able to make it in time and the sec4s can also keep it for memorance. I mean, they usually tell us about the swimming carnival like 1-2 weeks before hand.. so.. yar. :)
Ahh!! Still can’t stand it. nationals is next week! Tuesday and my event is on that day it self!! Eeks. But I’m asking my daddie to write a letter to excuse for the whole day. The teachers say not whole day just earlier the most but.. fuck them lah. I don’t give a fuck. Way too lazy to come to school. so troublesome. Mm.. wait. maybe I’ll come so that can go together with Alicia they all.. cause the journey to toa payoh alone is just way too long. hahs. It’s a shorter journey from my home to school but, it’s still very long. haha. :P
Feel so crappy. sheesh. Haii.. still need to do my f&n!! haha. that gurung is so dam nice!! She totally gave us til Friday lohh!! And the due date was 2nd last week before holidays, Friday. Ahhh!!! She’s sososo nicee!! WILL DO IT!!! :))
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@ 6:00:00 AM
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mother is happily watching soccer now. how queer. haven't really seen that side of her. usually will watch with my dad, like half-way through the match and stuff? but this time she's watching the whole dam thing!! all by herself! dad's currently playing tennis. mm.. howhow weird.. mm.. anyway, will go and catch abit of it. :)
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@ 5:46:00 AM
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i sososo hate that bloody ohseemoey! hating her more and more until the extreme man..
and.. today is my even more daomei day man!
morning: just reached school, on the way to class.
- saw seemoey
- tried to avoid her but failed
- so she called me
- talked to me and made me walk in her direction
- made me pick up a chalk on the floor.
and i clearly hate chalks. bloody dirty. so had to wash my hands later.
- touched me AGAIN!
touchtouchtouch! chop off your hands then you know!
- repeated the same old things again.
how lohsoh can one get?
recess: swimming meeting
- came late but CAME!
- made me walk to her and talk for so bloody long
- touched me AGAIN!
- made me gou her gross finger AGAIN!
- made me stop shaking my leg
- made me keep on getting closer to her
said if i didn't, she would get angry and start yelling.
like WHATTHEFUCK right?
- made me apologise to the team immediately
but i refused.
- THREATENED to take me out of the nationals if i didn't
and said that she wasn't threatening me..
- after the meeting when everyone left,
called me AGAIN.
- when she let me off she asked me to eat.
said i was too skinny.
like bug off. it's nunofyourbuzness. and i'm so NOT skinny..
and i don't need and do not want your concern.
and during the meeting, seemoey called miss choo.
- came down, talked and made all of us line up to HUG HER!
and yes! talked about the stupid bible stuffs again.
after school: in the canteen eating lunch.
- saw mrs cheong.
- after she finished eating, she called me to come over
- talked about fengyi and blahblahblah. just plain crap to me.
- what subs i can pass and stuffs lah.
- touched my hand!!!!
it got totally infected! by the mrs-cheong-disease
- washed hands after i finished talking to her
- said belt too low
even when it was in most innerst slit.
inconclusion (hahaha), today is a veryvery horrible day. infested with teachers touchings. yueck! and that miss oh sucks loh. come and threaten me! and says it's not a threat?! oh, yar right. i sooo believe you. and i can understand her asking me to stop shaking my leg but the part when she kept asking me to come closer to her, if not she'll get angry and start shouting is like, totally fucking retarded loh. oh. but at least this time i didn't laugh. was too pissed. can see it. cause i couldn't be bothered to control my espressions and tones. couldn't stand looking into her ugly face. so kept looking elsewhere. veryvery rude but couldn't help it. was gonna puke if i had see that bloody face any longer. and she wanted me to gou her finger again loh! how how childish is that? she made me do it twice cause the first time i just let her hook to my finger. iew. totally swiped my finger after that. think she saw it but heck lah. at least she knows i hate it. hate that. hate her. ughh. and she just always have to pester me. of all people. ugh. fuck off lah.
and when she was threatening me, she said to take me out of swimming, and no longer remember who the hell is liu junyi, and i can just as well get out of the school. you have no right to kick me out loh. even if you do i don't give a fucking dam. -rolls eyes manymany-
and when she said to take me out of swimming if i don't apologise, i was thinking,
- firstly, all my efforts during the holidays were wasted then! bitch!
- secondly, my cca points!!
- thirdly, cannot go for the nats then cannot see *!!!!!
- and lastly, no more serene, den, shin han and all the sn swim team people!
so i was like, kept quiet while thinking and went like.. "fine" kind of thing? so now have to say a bloody sorry to the whole swim team tomorrow during the meeting, after school for not going for training and meetings and time-trails.
oh. and c'mon loh! i only say sorry when i knock into someone or something like that. but other than that, sorry, veryvery seldom appears in my vocab list. never say sorry or just veryvery seldom. as in.. when i'm wrong and stuff? but the thing is, i clearly don't see a reason why i'm at fault. why i'm wrong? told amanda what seemoey told me when she asked me. then even she was like, uhh.. like that also can? walao. why she like that? and etc. ugh. just am sososo irritated by OH! can just stab her right in the heart now. but oh!
forgot she doesn't have a heart! is that right? -rolls eyes- bitch. or whatever she is. don't even think she's human. >| -growl-
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@ 4:45:00 AM
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sitting right in front again!!! and so is zhiying. haha. and i'm sitting at the exact same place as the previous term!! `cept that this time it's on the right side. bahh. bloody wendy heng.. screw you lah!
eeks. nationals is just next week!! tuesday, 2nd july, (just before the ppg movie opens. hah) but anyway, ahh! so fast. and it's usually during mid july. bloody hell. go and move it so front. eeks. everything is moving forward! hahs. :P
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@ 5:59:00 AM
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today is a horriblehorrible day! reasons:
- got back 3 exam papers
[all failed. expected but all by quite abit. ?]
:: ss - 11/25 :: lit - 22/50 :: chi - 43/100
- 3 people said my face poofed/puffed up
[all justice people though:sihui;slyvia;virnice]
oh!! +jose too! :(
but jole, pau, xiaoyun, alicia, zhiying, sui, liying, etc said it didn't [what a relief]
- everyone said i look darker.
[can be a compliment though.. anyway they're just stating facts]
- he didn't come for training!!!!!!!!!
- had to run 2 bloody rounds in our pinafoe during pe
- PUT ON 1 KG!!!
[hope it's the muscles thoughh!! :D]
- grew only a bloody cm! :(
- stupid gwee jiao lian ma wo abit today
- SHIN HAN READ SOMETHING THAT.. AHHH!!
the horrorrrr! :((
so that's about it i guess.. horribleeee!!!
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arms, legs, back all aching!! didn't really slack today! amazing. but real tiring. at least i made an effort to push myself this time than just letting myself go at my own pace and stuff.
oh! better timings!
:: free - 20+ to 17.4 to 17
:: breast - 23 to 21
:: back - ? to 19
:: fly - ? to 20 [or something like that]
in fact, i only care and cared bout my free and breast only. so who cares bout the other two. which sucks majorly. at least now i know i improved! but i'm still moving real slowly!!! ughhh. think this swimming business is really not my type! i feel as though i have totally no hope. :/
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sometime i got from shin han. it's really true! can feel it. okok.
- chlorine water traps heat.
hahaha. dam lame but true. feeling real hot now. !! someone save me from the burning heat. my hair's not dry so can't tie and my neck's the one that's mainly feeling all the heat.
mm.. anyway, he's an acsi boy. probably knows everything in the whole wide world.
ehhh!! www! haha. :P
today's water was damdam hot!!! when i lift my hand, thus comes out of the pool, i can feel the cooling breeze... ahh... but when it goes back in the water, ohh.. the hothot heat!! hahs.
but by.. 7, it was dam cold. as in when we got out of the pool to do sprinting. -brr-
ok. will and shall cut the crap. anyway now i hot! blow me.
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@ 9:39:00 PM
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slept for 12 an a half hours lastlast night. must be cause i went training twice?
england lost, spain lost, senegal lost. feel so sorry for them. haha. cause don't really care bout those who win.
anyhows, watched sum of all fears last night. kind of boring. but i've seen even more boring ones though. but i think the story line is not bad? haha. mm.. think i'm crazy.
mm.. school's starting in quite a number of hours time. ughh. totallytotally don't want to go back. like life like that. rotting, training, eating, .. ahh.. how sad. got to start studying again.
think i will be going training on monday. shucks. that means i must bring my swimming stuff along. god. and that will be a whole lot of stuff. i'll look like a big fat idiot man. see. lesson ends at around 2, 2+. then must eat? so it'll be around 3, 3+ by then. than i take 1 1/2 hours to get home. + a 1/2 hour walk to the club. by then it would be 5, 5+. and training starts at 530. ohh.. horrid life.
eeks. totally have no idea what homework i have. still. and i think there's english homework. and there's english on monday. if i'm not wrong. oh! the horror.. :/
by the way, last time i had a blue-black right? now i have 2! on the same leg, that very same stretch! it's quite obvious too. eeks. it's like an injured week or something. harharhaw. see, have 2 blue-blacks, one little wound on my left big toe (it's quite pain even though it's horrendously small, hurts most when i swim and hit my toes against each other), and a little cut on the bottom of my right toe. and god knows how i got it. and same from the new blueblack. har. but all of them don't really hurt. at least not anymore for some.. :)
this month passed real quickly. the first week was going sch and going out week. second week was home, eating, rotting, comp week. third week was.. eeks. forgot what i did on the third week. and the last week which is this week is going training week.
well, as you can see there is no studying week. didn't even do any work at all. didn't read anything.. think i'll probably get kicked out or something. haii.. actually i don't really care anymore. finally. :)
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@ 12:54:00 AM
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eeks. another goal for brazil by that bloody ugly Ronaldinho!! stupid 11 guy. gross name. haha. his father is probably Ronald Mcdonald. and his face is really gross. :x mean. but.. true. now england is loosing. how sad! and it's almost 4. sheesh. anyway, that Ronald guy got a red card! can't play the next match. haha! :)
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@ 12:13:00 AM
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oh no!! the goalie sprained his something! can't hear. the volume's too low.
oh. great. he's alright now.. strong man. muahahaha haaaa. :}
oh no! brazil goal! by Rinaldo? haha. don't know how to spell his name. anyhow, it's that number 10 guy. hahaha. mm.. anyway, haii.. those lousy england-ers. muahaha.
but at least it's a tie. like i wanted it to be? anyway, hahaha. i've changed my mind! go england! heehee. :)
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wow. that brazil has alot of fouls. tsktsk. :P
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@ 12:12:00 AM
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oops. i'm watching it. besides, there are no other shows on now. was quite impatient and waiting for a goal. so thought i go toilet to wash my hands then, ..GOAL! darn. missed it loh. :/ -growl- but at least i caught the recap. :) waiting for rugrats to start. think it starts at four. then after the show will go pack my bag and get ready to go for training. hope there are no 50 or 100m sprinting. esp 50. 25 is passable. but.. 15 is the best. lovelovelove 15m sprinting and turning.. :)
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@ 10:15:00 PM
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1 hour and 15 minutes more til the matchie begins. don't know whats so nice. they're just kicking the ball. will probably fall asleep if i watch it anyway. mm.. everyone seems excited. some watch because of david beckham! crazy. anyhows, i hope they draw! england, brazil, all the same. it would be nice if they draw. heh. mm.. but i think brazil will win. but poor england and their manymany supporters. so.. draw lah huh. :D
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@ 9:38:00 PM
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dam. blogger's screwed. again. anyway, haven't been online for 3 days!! heh.
anyway, for this week, went training in the morning on tues, [wed has no training] thurs morning, and friday morning which is also today. going again in the afternoon. stupid serene begged and begged and begged and dragged and made me feel mean to let her go for training all alone in the morning. so of course i went.
mm.. was supposed to go with denise in the afternoon. so today will be an exception for going twice. :) mm.. and it's all thanks to serenes father who is buzy so he can't send her. eeks. at least i feel better for companying her. at least todays training wasn't really tough and stuff. yea. :) but i couldn't wake up in the morning though.. but did it for her sake.
oh. and i improved! you now i usually like cannot move and stuff? and the first or second time i finally went for training when the june holidays started, my 25m free was 23? or 20 something seconds?? - ashamed- but anyhows, now, it's 17! mm.. but i didn't sprint. tired mah. hah. so it's probably 16 or something. it's quite alot of difference know? harhar. :)
anyway, can't wait for training later!! and that denise denise decided to go in the afternoon!!!!!! 've been waiting for a longlong time.. will slack more than usual though.. i mean.. i went in the morning.. yea. :) aint it great? harhar. at least i'm excercising again! training! whatever.. :) and...
anyway, cause of this training during the holidays, got a little cap mark. uglyugly!! yelp. but hopefully it will go away. mm.. luckily i don't have any goggle marks. that would be much worse. mm.. and got an awful really black blue-black. has a 'hump' or some sort. it's the cause from the climbing out of the pool and leaning part of my leg on the wall.. and leaning all my weight on that little part of moi legg.. you know? hahaha. :)
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oh. watched scooby-doo on wednesday. quite late but at least i've watched it! it's very funny!! haha. oh well.. i was laughing all by myself at some parts too. eeks. anyway, typical me. heh.
but that ziyi didn't like it!! weird. oh well.. it depends on the person huh.
oh. and watched big fat liar yesterday. didn't really like it. it's those kind of expected endings and.. just very cliche? haha. i don't know. oh well.. prefer scoob though.. :)
oh. and met jose and ange when we were going back. that stupid shin han wanted to go back to the club to train.. so we followed him, ate there and did abit of gym and went home. nicenice den brought me home again.
ohohomg! you know my parents were at the club too at the same time. dad was having some meeting there. but ended around 9+, 10. and my mum was with LEEMEECHIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! almost went to meet her loh. -phewf- thank god i didn't. she was just outside the gym. luckily we weren't wearing shoes. so we went to the other one.
probably that lee person knows that i don't want to see her. cause hung up on my mum when she told me to go there and meet her. said they were going to chit-chat as long as they want. sighh.. weird combi of best friends man.. :/ oh. and my mum clearly knows that i hate that leemeechin, her bessst friend. iew. at least she accepts it. i think.. :)
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still having that blastid cough ever since monday. irritating! after swimming like 1 set or 100 meters or 1 lap i'll stop and cough. hope it hurry goes away! shooo!
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kept adding more stuffs. and now, bloggers back. :)
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@ 5:42:00 AM
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life has become so boring..!! there's nothing to look forward to at all..! sheesh. everyday is a dread man.. :(
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@ 8:40:00 PM
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omg! it's already june the 18th! -panics- this is the first time in years i don't want school to re-open! :(( it has become such a dread.. and the thought of me being so stupid and getting a bloody 41 for my l1r5 sucks real badd.. sucks to know how stupid you really are.. sheesh. hahs. but the funny thing is that i worry but i aint doing nothing about it. :/
i know there's hw but what i have no idea.. what subject also no idea.. sheesh. will go ask xiaoyun about it. think she knows. hahs. later... mm.. and will try to do them. eeks. and i haven't even handed in my f&n! was supposed to hand it in the 2nd week, friday, before school ended. ahhh!! and it's one mark deducted for each day late. eeks. this is real bad. if they count the holidays i think it's already negative until cannot negative. eeks. but the thought of having quite a number of company kind of relieves me but.. it's still real bad.. :[
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@ 8:19:00 PM
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Q: what appears twice a week, and once a year?
ans: the letter E
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@ 8:14:00 PM
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just came back from training. surprising huh. i mean.. i got myself to wake up early in the morning to go for training! at least i don't have to go in the afternoon. it's my choice but.. i'm lazy.. hahas. :P
stupid father kept slapping me til i woke up!! how irritating was that?! - hrmpf - anyway,
training was real tiring. we did:
- 5x50 kicking (any stroke)
- 400 free, 300 back, 200 breast, 100 fly
(using pool boy and hand paddle)
- 20x50 fly
- 2x25 any stroke 100 break
- 100 free
that's all i can remember.. tired!! at least i didn't have to go through the 30 min walk home.. friend dropped me off.. -thanx her- :)
hahs. was so tired til i couldn't leave my hands in the air to continue scrubbing my hair when bathing. i mean, shampooing, conditioning. hahs. -lousy poopie-
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've got a record! not going online for a whole day! in·credible. heh. was namely watching lxhy. watched from the last entry onwards all the way til 6 in the morning. started off with cd7. then watched til the end then went back to 1. was watching half way through cd2 then i fell asleep.
amazingly i slept for only 5 hours! pigs like me usually sleep for 11-12 hours. heh.
am watching it again cause this time jolene (ong) is here to watch. heh. watched the first few cds like 2-4 times already. some watched once, twice, etc. so not consistent. anyway, they're back from buying food. will be off to watch it again! yay! hahs.
mm.. got a bloody pimple right in the middle of my nose! last time was just on the nose. so irritating!! ahh!! -covers-
had a horrible fathers day dinner. went to all those seafood kind of places. just hate those. hot, stuffy, and just plain gross. ziyi and i were sulking our way through before the food came and kept msging non-stop. mom got pissed. crazy. heh. but when the food came we just ate. i mean, we are pigs. hahs. mm.. and all we wanted was gelare. heh. so went to buy after dinner. grandparents came by themselves so thank god we didn't have to send them home or something even though they live dam near my house.
the shows started and i'm still blogging. typing wayy too slow. think i lost my touch or something. hahs.
mm.. weird but chinese phrases keep rewinding in my head at times. like.. "daomingsi ni ze ke da ben zhu!" or "ben dan" "chou san ba" etc.etc.etc.. eeks! this aint goooda.
haii.. that show is so sad, sweet.. so.. lame and stupid at times but.. haii.. ://((
WO TAO YAN TAO YAN TAO YAN TAO YAN WO SIAN ZAI DE SHEN HUO !!!! life.. or.. whatever you call it in chinese.. :((((((( ni men jing guan sa le wo ziu hao le. tai hao le.
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@ 10:43:00 PM
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hahas. that's refering to my blog. like plain and simple stuffies. sometimes dull.. yea. mm.. think that reflects on my life? - b o r i n g - yea! :(( hahs.
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@ 10:39:00 PM
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woohoo!! ZIYI BORROWED THE LIUXINGHUAYUAN FROM KITLU!!!!!!!!!!!!! joy to the world!! waiting for joanne, chua to come then will watch with them!! yayieee!! :D
and that ziyi finally finished her tuition!! heh. she was like totally dying. hahas. said her eyes were closing non-stop when the teacher was yackering.. hahas. wanted to say hi.. but i thought i better not and walked away. heh. she says she can never have tuition alone. hahass. :P typical ziyi..
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@ 9:30:00 PM
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you're just too good to be true
can't take my eyes off of you
you'd be like heaven to touch
i wanna hold you so much
pardon the way that i stare
there's nothing else to compare
the sight of you leaves me weak
there are no words left to speak
but if you feel like i feel
please let me know that it's real
you're just too good to be true
can't take my eyes off of you
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@ 9:24:00 PM
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the gala night was dam fun! played realrealreal stupid,dumb,lame games that you can never ever ever imagine of but.. heh. i mean.. there were also primary kids there too! so.. yea.. what do you expect? there were sec and jc peepx too lahx. and parents. mm.. ahh.. lovelylovely time.. but when we had to go home, which was like, 10+, i didn't want to leave!!! sat and brood in the car and when i reached home did the same.. hahs.
my friend and i found the host kind of.. gay? heh. you should really see him.. it's god dam gross!!! eekka. even his face&hair is.. shant say so much. like i'm much better or any nicer.. :x
mm.. lost my lucky draw cupon!! -kills myself- ughh. my friends sis won a discman, my friend won a .. can't remember but it was muchmuch better thoughh.. eeks. -pissed-
and you know that thing, whereby you pull a string than there will be a loud 'pop' sound, and some longlong crape [?] paper will come flying out..? then there'll be smoke too. .? yea. don't really know how to describe but anyhows, never dared to pull it until last night. haha. got abit scared at first. -lousy pooper- :(( anyhows, yar. first time if i'm not wrong.. totally popped it over and over and popped it at ... too!! hahas. funfunfun. left before, , yarr.. so.. :(( beams.
ugggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. it's over. oh well.. should be going for training later this afternoon. well.. gonna see the same people.. esp * !!! :D
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@ 10:09:00 PM
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ughh. mum's home. dam ass early. knew today wasn't a good day.. :/
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@ 9:06:00 PM
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so tired. as you can guess, i just woke up again. -_- voice aint too good again. mm.. don't know if i should go for training this afternoon. kind of lazy to bathe at my club. cause the floor's always wet and stuff. mm.. and don't know if i should go for the gala night. cause i don't know if that someone is going. sheesh. mm.. - thinks of free food - ok. i'm going. :D
couldn't sleep well last night. woke up a lot a lot of times. the last time i woke up was 545. tossed and turned til 6++, 7+. was irritated. oh well.. the night's over. :) had a real funny dream. dreamt of my mum and ziyi. the ziyi one was funny. heh. anyway, before i woke up at 545, i didn't have any dreams!! so unfun! -pouts-
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@ 1:57:00 AM
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love leads to laughter
love leads to pain
with you by my side
i feel good times again
never have i felt
these feelings before
you showed me the world
how can i ask for more
and although there's confusion
we'll find a solution
to keep my heart close to you
and i know, yes i know
if you hold me, believe me
i'll never, never ever leave
and i know
there is nothing that i would not do for you
forever be true
and i know
although times can be hard
we will see it through
i'm forever in love with you
show me affection
in all different ways
give you my heart
for the rest of my days
with you all my troubles
are left far behind
like heaven on earth
when i look in your eyes
and although there's confusion
we'll find a solution
to keep my heart close to you
and i know, yes i know
if you hold me, believe me
i'll never, never ever leave
and i know
there is nothing that i would not do for you
forever be true
and i know
although times can be hard
we will see it through
i'm forever in love with you
no need to cry
i'll be right by your side
Let's take our time
Love won't run dry
If you hold me, believe me
I'll never, never ever leave
and i know
there is nothing that i would not do for you
forever be true
and i know
although times can be hard
we will see it through
i'm forever in love
and i know
there is nothing that i would not do for you
forever be true
and i know
although times can be hard
we will see it through
i'm forever in love with you
a1 - forever in love
ahhh.. sweetsweet song.. :)
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@ 1:11:00 AM
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my dad is sooo cute! haha. he's quite retarded lohh. some home to.. nahh. shan't say. haha. anyway, told him that his day is this sunday and he went like " what day? what day is it?" then later.. "oh my!! i'm sooo excited!" haha.
mm.. anyway, i'm like still looking for food? sheesh. pigedhead. :/
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@ 12:33:00 AM
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:D
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@ 12:12:00 AM
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just ate 2 plates of fried rice but i'm not even half full!
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@ 11:33:00 PM
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:D yumm!!
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@ 11:16:00 PM
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yay! think i'm going to do gym again later in the evening!! my friend and i are wayy too lazy to go for training. heh. anyway, she wants to loose weight. i want muscles! haha. - dream on girl.. - :/
anyway, all i want to do now is go to my club! heh. :P i mean.. til.. nahh. never mind. :)
i need food. i want food. eeks. will go search the house for food. i think half the food supply is gone thanx to me lei.. :( and i think i eat the most at home!! ahh! a big nono! but.. it's kind of true.. :/ see..
fengyi:
chocolate: quite little [cause of her throat]
snacks/potato chips: very little
main course/proper meal: alotalot
ziyi:
chocolate: not really alot
snacks/potato chips: quite alot
main course/proper meal: very little
me:
chocolate: lots [at least more than them]
snacks/potato chips: only alot in class
main course/proper meal: alot!
:(( sighh.. see what i mean? p i g. yea. virn, i totally live up to the name pigp huh. :/ ..heh. :P
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ohh. ziyi has two idols. one is that guy is the previous 9 o clock show. some something "he" guy. can't remember. besides, i don't watch that show. and the other one is shancai. hahaha. i also think she's very nice leii. our.. her ambition is to become like them. haha. she hates betrayal and stuff. or rather just don't like it.. keeps thinking bout it esp with all those shows and songs she listens to or watches has got betrayal stuffies in them. and she thinks she's one or might become one. nahh. haha. :P even if she does, i don't care. mm.. cause.. she will tell me about it and i like to listen to her problems. heh. :P
her friend, in her clique, said that she trusts her family. only. one and only family. hahaha. when ziyi told me that i was waving my hand. saying" haha! follow her zi! me! you got meee! haha.." giving her that stupid smile. :P
mm.. i want to be like shancai!!!!!!! she's so dam ass nice. :/ that lizhen betrayed her and yet she still.. ahh.. sweetsweet friends, best friends, x friends, whatever lahh. anyway, all i know is that she's dam nice! eeks. :((
eyes are hurting from the screen. feels like reading a chinese/english compre during exam. remember last year, end of year, had a headache during the chinese paper. then had to read the passage. it was bad enough i don't really know my chinese that well. so.. it was horrid. ended up not reading the passage. haha. :P actually, i never/seldom do. :D lazy me..
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@ 10:59:00 PM
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stupid phone don't have enough space for more smileys! i feel spaceless. :/ haha. :P
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@ 10:37:00 PM
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@ 10:34:00 PM
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ahhhhh!!! i just woke up cans!!! ughh. what a pig! mm.. and it's not that i slept very late or something. sheesh.
slept at 2++ last night. was talking to amanda for 3 hours+ then i got scared. hahaha. so i put down and went to bed. i thought it was like 11++ when i woke up. so still kind of lazed around.. and when i looked at the clock, sheesh. feel so pigged now. and i'm hungry! heh. :P
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@ 1:29:00 AM
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-yawn- tired. down with flu. feel like eating, but there's no nice food. ziyi's not home. dying of boredom. feel like dying. -shoot- x|~ now the world's a better place!
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@ 1:16:00 AM
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thought that i was going crazy
just having one of those days yeah
didn't know what to do
then there was you
and everything went from wrong to right
and the stars came up and filled up the sky
the music you were playing really blew my mind
it was love at first sight
cause baby when i heard you
for the first time i knew
we were meant to be as one
started running out of luck
thinkin' 'bout giving up
didn't know what to do
then there was you
and everything went from wrong to right
and the stars came up and filled up the sky
the music you were playing really blew my mind
it was love at first sight
cause baby when i heard you
for the first time i knew
we were meant to be as one
cause baby when i heard you
for the first time i knew
we were meant to be as one
and everything went from wrong to right
and the stars came up and filled up the sky
the music you were playing really blew my mind
it was love at first sight
love at first sight
ooh love at first sight
love...ooh it was love it was love
at first sight
cause baby when i heard you
for the first time i knew
we were meant to be as one
cause baby when i heard you
for the first time i knew
we were meant to be as one
it was love it was love it was love it was love
ooh, it was love it was love it was love it was love
kylie minogue - love at first sight
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@ 11:09:00 PM
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@ 10:00:00 PM
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boredboredbored !!! this boredom is making me doing stupid, crazy and retarded things like that entry below. hawhaw. mm.. i'm hungry too! -growl-
mm.. darn. this sunday is fathers day. :/ anyway..
i've finally decided not to cut my hair short anymore!! will continue to keep it long.. :D yay!
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@ 9:48:00 PM
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scrambled alphabeths!
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@ 9:28:00 PM
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he's irresistible
up close and personal
now inescapable
i can hardly breathe
more than just physical
deeper than spiritual
his ways are powerful
he's irresistible to me
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@ 9:20:00 PM
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i'm sad! there's no training today! it's not that i want to train, but.. oeaiwf.jw.opjwojf !! :/ . . .
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@ 8:19:00 PM
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've been waking up really late this holidays. gonna die when school starts man. probably will end up kicking my mum or something. hahaha. mm..
things i'm looking forward to this week:
- one and only meteor garden !!!!!!!!
wednesday, 10:30 - 11:30pm
- GALA NIGHT !!!!!!!!!!
friday, 6 - 8pm [if i'm not wrong]
omgomgomg. can't wait !! but in all the gala nights, which happens once in a year, we usually wear casual cloths, like the ones we wear when we go for training or something in more detail. ? but this time they said:
- no flipflops
- no t-shirts
- no shorts
mm.. I WANT THE FLIPFLOPIEES !!! -hrmpf- heh. anyway, haha. looking forward to it like crazy!! mm.. cause.. oh well. shant say. yea. :x
last² night i dreamt of f4 again. wassup with that?! my sis dreams of them too. but she only dreams of the show. or something like that. mm.. i dream that i'm like good friends with them and stuff.. weird. and usually dreams don't come true if you can remember them, so.. ugh!
:/
had weird dreams last night. the last one was the weirdest. was chasing the dog. then it ended up chasing me. cause it wanted to stick to me instead of my friend. too lazy to elaborate anymore. :/
dreamt of virn and on too! crazy man. didn't even think bout them. hee. i feel like counting all the people who have appeared in my dream before. heh. okok.
f4, wei, pau, jiam, swan, xiaoling, clara, on, virn, jose, mark, sui, ziyi, ehh.. there's just too many to count? haha. :P
hawhawhaw. :P
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@ 1:08:00 AM
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haii.. :((
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@ 10:06:00 PM
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where's the whole world? i'm like the only soul online.. sheesh. tired and hungry. - yawn & growl - ... mm.. was supposed to go out to eat lunch but i'm wayy too lazy to get my ass up and change. ugh. i've become a major pigg!! eeks. well.. at least i'm not pink. and i don't roll in the mud. :P
tv's on ever since i woke up. not watching. just wasting electricity. haha. oh. there's scooby doo now. too bad freddie prinze jr. aint freddie in that scooby doo now.. :/ eh? !! i watch before.. :/ boring.. and.. and.. freddie.. and freddie.. haha. !!! ok. guess yall don't get what i'm saying. probably only idiots can understand idiots. :/
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@ 9:40:00 PM
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ohh.. almost forget. anyhows,
heh. love ya. :D
it's also some other persons birthday but.. she's currently not in singapore. oh well.. :x
and tomorrow's yeeons birthday! lots of birthdays cramped together man..
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@ 9:33:00 PM
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-_-
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@ 9:28:00 PM
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i want to watch scooby doo! i'm not watching it because it used to be my fave childhoodd show, but.. only wanted to watch it when i found out who was acting in it. heh. even though he looks gross there, with that gross white wig, the rest's fine. heh. :]
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@ 9:23:00 PM
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hey! nice time! haha. i mean the below entry.. heh.
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@ 9:21:00 PM
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missed friends last night. and i was rotting and msging in my room the whole time. while the wonderful show was showing. haii.. things couldn't have gotten worse than that man. -pissed- and i only realised after lxhy. -screams- wait. no! it was after that.. that show after lxhy. haha. i'm a real lagger man..
after all the shows, sis talked to me bout lots of stuff. woah. she was talking 3/4 the time. heh. i just kind of replied her and stuff. weird. that very seldom happens. haha. :P
after that went to cook sui jiao. woah. yummie!! heh. ate until 2++ wanted moremoremore! but fengyi wanted/had to sleep early cause she's taking her u photo. then she don't want puffy eyes and stuff. so off to bed she went. -pouts-
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@ 3:52:00 AM
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oh! both my parents are home already. oh well.. hope they don't come into the room and check out what i'm doing. sometimes they can just stand behind me and read everything. scarey. so i always have a .. non-wordy page? yeaa.. just in case they come in. :P
just came back not long ago. totally forgot i had training. by the time i came home, i hour of training was gone already. + me packing and getting ready and walking to the club would most probably add up to another hour or so. oh well.. mum got kind of mad. but hung up on her. came home. she was happy. but.. not now. she just grumbled at me. says i need to go bathe and do work. she always tells me that. it's not like i don't know how or when to bathe right? ughh. -fumes-
oh. she also asked ziyi. oh well, both of us are ignoring whatever she said. :P
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@ 10:08:00 PM
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lalas. gotta go get ready soon! i usually take about half an hour to get ready. heh.
wanna go shopping again! went with my mom on saturday. ended up buying only a pair of jeans cause got pissed with her again. i tell you, i can never go out with my mom for one day without getting pissed or angry with her. we just don't cliq!
and she ended up talking to herself on the bus cause i refused to answer her. haha. i'm like sucha childish ass. but ziyi's like that too! mm.. oh! and that's because her maturity level is the same as mine! haha. :P
urgh. can't stand my mum. have no idea why. oh well.. but i still want to go shopping! she's my atm. and she knows it. but this time i'm going with ziyi! my mom can talk to herself. or ask my dearest father to company her. or fengyi will do. she gets along with them real well. mainly my mum. ziyi, dad and i sometimes make fun of her. dad seldom. but ziyi and i.. hahaha. :P
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@ 9:39:00 PM
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eeks. after helping jiam look at the blogs layout, now i think mine sucks! majorly.. :( -pouts-
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@ 9:30:00 PM
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haha. was playing the timon & pumbaa's jungle pinball same from kellogg's cereal!! haha. that was how bored i was.. :P
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@ 8:33:00 PM
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:(
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@ 8:33:00 PM
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yayyayyay! today's monday! finally.. :) will be sleeping at 130 again tonight i guess.. well.. it's gonna be a boring time for now..
time's passing really slowly. keep looking at the clock and it's like always 10 minutes iterval. -pouf-
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@ 8:09:00 PM
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-yawn- piggie me slept for 10 hours again. woke up several times but refused to stay awake. -_-
lalaa.. ladedumx.. goodgood morning! heh. hope it stays this way for the whole day! yay! mm.. but i doubt it would.. bahh. :/
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@ 10:36:00 PM
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tired. slept for pretty long again. parents didn't wake me up for training. weird. never happens. oh well, hope this won't be the last time. ?
mm.. it's pouring crazy. feel like sleeping even though i'm not tired. haii.. it's another boring day. :((
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@ 4:35:00 AM
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@ 3:58:00 AM
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just finished my sis art work. woah. finally. pretty tiring. she spends like around 5 hours in school everyday doing her art work. poor girl. sighh.. what to do? it's for her o's..
went to trim my hair today. not much difference though. but after sometime, my hair starts falling everywhere. bahh. now i need clips again. :/
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@ 7:05:00 AM
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oh yar. i lost my wallet. urgh. left it in the cabbbbbbbbbbbb!!! haii.. but i just want my primary libary card [haha] and my precious photo back! ahh! can just go kill myself now! and want my ezlink and my club card. now can't buy any food after training/gym! urghh. and now i can't take busess. mm.. there was like.. 5+ bucks inside. it's pretty lot for broke people like me. ? :/ mm.. and for the rest.. also can't really remember what's in there.. so.. haii.. sucks. :( and i also don't know how to break the not-so-serious news to my parents. serious or not, they will still nag/grumble/scold/yackk and yackk and yackk at me. haii.. :\
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@ 6:57:00 AM
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eeks. someone on tv just said she's a very lucky girl. well, i'm like the total opposite. haii.. yeap. i'm just one unlucky girl. :/ that's not fair! haha. haii..
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@ 6:40:00 AM
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hungry.. haven't eaten dinner. and my parents have gone missing. probably doing something naughty. - ? - mm.. feeling weird now cause they're not around. weird. but i hate/dislike their presence though. crazy world.
-yawn- i hope i won't have difficulty sleeping at night again. cause don't feel tired no more. i'm just feeling lazy.. :/ :(!
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@ 6:24:00 AM
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finally got the links right. the . are the gb links, fyi.
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@ 5:51:00 AM
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@ 5:24:00 AM
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sleepyy!! just bathed but i'm still very sleepy.
ended up not going for training. didn't want to stay awake.. haii.. slept for 4 hours last night. still don't know how even i made it. cause pigs like me usually sleep for at least 9 hours. it's standard. can even go all the way up to 14 hours. sighh. -_- zzzzz..
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@ 8:56:00 AM
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@ 8:54:00 AM
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urgh. sis leaving at the end of july. bwah. i can't survive that long!!! the torture's too much. well.. at least she burned my cd already! hahahaaa!! :P
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@ 8:41:00 AM
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woah. and i thought i wouldn't be coming online the whole of today. would have been a great achievement. but i guess it didn't happen. mm.. watched tv the whole day.. then at 6, i went to do gym. slacked the whole way through. didn't know why i just had no energy. and was laughing like crap.
and something embarrassing happened!! my friend [den] and i were trying to get the weights off the machine.. and it was like fucking heavy.. 45 lbs. and she almost fell when she finally took it off. and i couldn't even get it off the other side!! [haha. darn!] anyway, helped her carry. and we didn't know what to do with it so we dropped it on the floor. was kind of carrying it to keep it and almost died then one helpful and muscular guy came and helped me! wow. tired arms. hahahaaaa!
okok. lame. haii.. so embarrassing too! -pouts- mm.. then.. i think the same guy was working out again. then he excercising his legs this time. on each side of the machine were 4 weights. guess what. they were all 45 lbs!!! like, omg right? haha. each side somemore. and i can't even lift one of them up. sighh.. :/
mm.. then she left first. brother kept pestering her, us. so left serene and i. i went to bathe then eat!!! haha. funny. we kept eating and eating and eating. sighh.. lovely food. anyway, just asked my parents to buy more food. will be going to eat when they come back! haha. :P
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@ 8:33:00 AM
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@ 3:42:00 AM
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GOOD NEWS!!! : fengyi's going to NTU and will be living in the HOSTEL!! goodbye and good ridens! yay!
hawhawhawww.. but i'll somewhat miss her too.. in a way.. :/ gee.. bye feng!! take care! mm.. but she's not going that soon.. no idea when too. hee. :P
counter: jose leaving in 2 days!
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@ 12:33:00 AM
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:(
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@ 12:27:00 AM
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realize i'm just wasting my holidays away.. haven't done anything at all. at least people aren't really wasting it as they're having fun.. sucks. and i still have to go training later.. haii.. what a fucked up life.
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@ 12:24:00 AM
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haii.. :( -koks head- don't know why i'm feeling so down today. oh well.. :/
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@ 12:13:00 AM
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watched i am sam and E.T at home today. sis friends came over. left for east coast not long ago. was too lazy to follow. and now i regret cause i'm dead bored. :/
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@ 7:17:00 AM
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x everything happens for a reason
x
x
x forgive and forget
x for some dreams in life, you don't wait. go get it.
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@ 6:58:00 AM
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urghh. another ½ an hour til 1030.. :/ - still dying -
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@ 6:57:00 AM
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i should have stick to my original one right? haii.. another day. maybe tomorrow.. :/ now it looks like shit. haha. bwah.
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@ 6:51:00 AM
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the color scheme sucks! :( need some help. sighh..
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@ 6:18:00 AM
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- pooffx - am trying to kill time right now. dying.. :/
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@ 1:18:00 AM
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urghh. shall be nice and let her use it. will watch tv. mm.. and she yelled at me just now lohh. beng. major a.p.! haha. even ziyi thinks so. mm.. my hand looks gross. am watching my hand/fingers type now.. haha. corney. it looks disgusting. hate my hand. suddenly. heh. hrmm.. i still want wanna watch liuxinghuayuan now!! argh! i demand i see it NOW! haha. am sucha spoilt brat. shall be nice, shut up, and get lost. then everything will be peaceful.. mm.. wait. actually, not really. cause when my sis walks here the whole flat will shhhhaaakkkeeeee!! and it's not just the floor. mm.. she's one major fat ass. -i hope i don't become like her- hehheh. :P ciaos~
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@ 1:03:00 AM
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ughh. irritating sis is back! she expects me to let her use the comp when she fucking doesn't even let me when i want to use it. will let her wait longer until we fight or something. will leave another scar on her.. arm? whereever lah. mm.. i have long, strong and powerful nails kae! -looks can be deceiving- lols. wait. or is it don't judge a book by its cover. arr.. heck. :/ mm.. will tell you how it goes. hawhawhaw. mm.. she uses her fat and fatty full of fats leg to kick me. it wobbles when she waves it in the air cans? gross loh..
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@ 12:33:00 AM
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:< !!!! -pissed-
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@ 12:24:00 AM
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realize i like tall and skinny but muscular guys. :P
yucks. sounds gross. for description. but my standard for guys are quite high. so.. if i like a guy, i can comfirm you he is a hottie. hawhaw. :P
but if he's not. to you. then.. it's either you or i got bad taste. hawhaw. different people have different taste. so.. no one has bad taste! hawhaw. :P
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@ 11:39:00 PM
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_ yi wang _ _ ci zian ni. yi _ _ ren de yan jing. zai ni nao hai li. ni de shen _. _ _ bu qu . _ ni de _ shou gan _ ni de _ _. zhen de you _ _ bu _ qi. ni de mie zhen. wo xiang zhen _. (kan dao ni wo ai _ _. wo hui _ xin. wo hui shi yi.)
zhi pa wo zi ji hui ai shang ni. bu gan rang zi ji kao de tai jin. pa wo mei she me neng guo gei ni. ai ni ye xu yao hen duo yong qi. zhi pa wo zi ji hui ai shang ni. ye _ you mei hui qing bu zi _. xiang _ zhi rang zi ji ku le zi ji. ai shang ni shi wo qing fei de yi. ai shang ni shi wo qing fei de yi.
i give up !!! look at how many words i don't know !! sheesh. and some of which i even had to use my phone to check whether it's correct. i'm a total failure. :\ bahh.
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@ 11:13:00 PM
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sis slept.
i'm half dead. see me later. i'll probably be dead. today's the deadest day out of all the dead days. crap. brain's dead too. :/
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@ 11:07:00 PM
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something ugly this way comes
through my fingers sliding inside
all these blessings all these burns
i'm godless underneath your cover
search for pleasure search for pain
in this world now i am undying
and From the flame, my nation helpless
black black heart
why would you offer more
why would you make it easier on me, to satisfy
i'm on fire
i'm rotting to the core
i'm eating all your kings and queens
all your sex and your diamonds
as i begin to lose my grip
on these realities your sending
taste your mind and taste your sex
i'm naked underneath your cover
covers lie and we will bend and borrow
with the coming sign
the tide will take the sea will rise and time will rape
black black heart
why would you offer more
why would you make it easier on me, to satisfy
i'm on fire
i'm rotting to the core
i'm eating all your kings and queens
all your sex and your diamonds
black black heart
why would you offer more
why would you make it easier on me, to satisfy
i'm on fire
i'm rotting to the core
i'm eating all your kings and queens
all your sex and your diamonds
all your sex and your diamonds
on radio now..
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@ 10:51:00 PM
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my gb's dying. feed it!! :/
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@ 10:46:00 PM
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i've become darker. probably wouldn't be able to find me when there's a blackout. :(
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@ 10:44:00 PM
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eek! my sis is in the room now and is listening to 933!!! ahhhhh!!! the horror!
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@ 10:43:00 PM
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still have no idea why that liuxing.. has such a bigg effect on people. it's not healthy. haha. :P
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@ 10:37:00 PM
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sis wants to use the comp. will let a short while later.. :/ -reluctant-
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@ 10:34:00 PM
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i'm bored to death. and feeling reallyreallyreally crazy !!! but trying very hard to control. -renx- :s @@
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@ 10:33:00 PM
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:)
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@ 10:25:00 PM
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i need a psychiatrist! - finally got the right spelling..
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@ 10:15:00 PM
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i've been waiting for the stars to come out
dinner it was fine
but i can't lie cause i've been waiting for ya
to come back to mine
i've been
thinking of you 24/7 and every 365
now the girl from Impanema
she's here right by my side
i got you now and i just wanna show you how to play
goosebumps on your body
guide the way
i wanna go all night
ain't no stoppin' 'till the breakin' of the dawn
i wanna go inside every corner
girl you really turn me on
i wanna go
knock knock
our bodies to the beat
and when the morning comes
we're letting the sun shine
stay in bed
you can't separate us
we fit together
i can feel you comin' closer
dancin' in the dark
i touch your lips and kiss your shoulders
send a letter to your heart
i can't explain to which extreme i'm feelin' you
how many tripple x dreams that's been starring you
i got you now and i just wanna
show you how to play
goosebumps on your body
guide the way
i wanna go all night
ain't no stoppin' 'till the breakin' of the dawn
i wanna go inside every corner
girl you really turn me on
i wanna go
knock knock
our bodies to the beat
and when the morning comes
we're letting the sun shine
stay in bed
you can't separate us
we fit together
i won't get nothing done of what i ought ta do
it doesn't really matter to me
i am here with you
i can't explain to what degree i'm feelin' you
how many triple x dreams
i've had starring you
but i got you now and i just wanna show you how to play
goosebumps on your body
guide the way
i wanna go all night
ain't no stoppin' 'till the breakin' of the dawn
i wanna go inside every corner
girl you really turn me on
i wanna go knock knock
our bodies to the beat
and when the morning comes
we're letting the sun shine
stay in bed
you can't separate us
we fit together
i wanna go all night
ain't no stoppin' 'till the breakin' of the dawn
i wanna go inside every corner
girl you really turn me on
i wanna go knock knock
our bodies to the beat
and when the morning comes
we're letting the sun shine
stay in bed
you can't separate us
we fit together
all night
i wanna go all night
can i go inside
how about inside
i wanna go all night
can i go all night
what about inside
can i go inside
o town - we fit together
can never get enough from this song. lovely. :}
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@ 10:04:00 PM
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urghhh! i'm so bored. then currently don't have the shows i want to watch. i can kill myself right now. then the world would be a better place. muchmuch.
mm.. i'm in desperate need of entertainment. someone save me! :\ ..
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@ 9:36:00 PM
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------------ a new species has been found! ------------
first name: junyi -- last name: liu
full name: liu junyi
species: half human half pig - human-pig!
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@ 9:33:00 PM
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:)
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@ 9:08:00 PM
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i realised.. i haven't been going out at all! not that i can but.. i'm really dying. i'm like here, talking to myself while everyone's out. or at least not at home rotting their life away.. bahh. i'm hungry.
i rather be at school now. haha. have no idea why. don't like the journey part but.. the rest's fine? i guess..
wonder what people do when they're stuck at home. they don't seem to be online. probably watching tv or studying? haha. wait.
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@ 8:56:00 PM
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just reviving some quotes..
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@ 8:33:00 PM
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:: evan tho its one more dae since i last saw you, its one dae less until i will see you again
:)
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@ 8:31:00 PM
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it's early in the morning and i'm alr crapping like shit.
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@ 8:27:00 PM
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realize i'm using their real names and their character names altogether. mm.. daomingshi is Jerry. i told you 'j's are good. hee. :P
wait. even if i watch the vcd, there are no subtitles. urgh. i would have to try to figure it out myself then. bahh. :\
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@ 7:54:00 PM
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yay! good news and bad news for myself. the good news is: my sis friend is already back from hawaii! and the bad news: is that he still has 3 more cds to go! bahh. hurry!! -eek- i'm a freak!
watched telle from 10 - 130 again. electric bill is saved! cause i watch with my sis! haha. no more comp and no more extra room light! hee.
tired. -yawn- had nightmare again last night. bahh. dreamt of daomingshi and vanness too!! [eeks. i had to check how to spell his name.] anyway, yepp. nono. the nightmare wasn't about them. or is it? can't remember. it was like the middle dream. haha. had lots of dreams mahh..
and to think i only thought about them when i was watching the show and after it. mm.. shan't elaborate. bout how much i like them cause its wayyyyyyyyyy too embarrassing. even i'm ashamed of myself. shuggs. but i only go reallyreally CRAZY when advertisements go and when the show ends. -covers face- mm.. and i bet i'll probably be acting the same way tonight. bahh. this is not good. luckily no one can see me...
so bet yall can tell who i like. -daomingshi and Vanness- love that shi's attitude. :P he really has his pride. and love it when he gets all shy when he sees shancai and stuff. and blushes.. and vanness.. one arm pull-ups? -gushes- i can't even do with two arms! the most is only once. eeks. this is getting embarrassing. anyway, who cares.
vanness is corney. i like. at first i thought he was major gross. but i've changed my mind! hahaha. :P used to like one and only .. Lei. eeks! forgot his real name! -checks- ohh.. vic. mm.. yea. his face is good. body sucks. way too skinny and sloopy. and wayyy too lifeless. hate those people. it's good as talking to the wall. yueck. anw, just chopp of the head and give it to me! haha.
the last ones gross. shant even think about him. haha. :P thats it. i feel so dumb. :( haii..
oh! my sis said that i look abit like jerry. haha. that's totally an insult to him but.. yah. it's good. mm.. but she went on saying it's the face shape and hair. the hair both like crap. like, thanx! she was saying my hair not smooth at all like his. both like shit. -hrmpf- yea.. that's quite true. .. .. .. i'm sad. :( haha. anyway, it's time i'd :x!
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@ 6:57:00 AM
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:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) it's 10 !!!
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@ 6:52:00 AM
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judebox :: eminem - without me
first song i really² like from him. nice! nanananana..
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@ 6:49:00 AM
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10 more minutes and i'm off. yay !! tv !!!! hawhaw. :P
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@ 6:35:00 AM
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..there are altogether 5 smiliees today !!! yipp ! :P ;)
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@ 6:33:00 AM
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:)
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@ 6:21:00 AM
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currently: - feeling bored - help!
- waiting for 10 to come - hurry!!
- thinking bout..
- missing some people
- listening to judebox
- messy-ing my hair - hate it
- feel like eating - again
- stoning/staring blankly into the screen
- dying !!! !!! !!! - bahh.
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@ 6:13:00 AM
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anyone has the cruel intension vcd? care to lend?
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@ 6:02:00 AM
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mm.. brazil won! my dad supports them. they were against.. turkey right? can't remember. haha.
the short form of brazil is bra, i was thinking braddel. haha. ..eeks! how do you spell it?
anyway, 2 - 1. watched 10 - 15 minutes of it. was watching third rock from the sun when my dad came home, barging in, and squeezed into the sofa where i was lying and straight away changed the channel. bahh. he treated as though i wasn't even there for the first 5 minutes. idiot. like, thanx! destroyed my happy laughing time. :\
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@ 5:33:00 AM
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:)
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@ 5:18:00 AM
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my parents are way wayy sweet to us and we [only ziyi and i] take them for granted. fengyi is what we call the 'pig' and 'parents pet'. eeks. can't stand her. hawhaw. we only go to her if we desprately need entertainment. hahaha!!!! yepp. ziyi and i share stuff.. some of which we don't even tell our friends.. haha. those are the stuff that.. aint very good but, yeah. :}
haha. bout the pig part.. even my dad calls her pig. not right at her face but behind her back. hawhaw. he joins forces with us! -yeah!- you go dad! he's dam funky! in a wayy.. sometimes he bitches to me bout my mum too!! wayy cool! :P
eeks. but he read my blog once.. i almost fainted! he just totally scrolled up and down, read some of it, and he reads pretty fast. so i bet he read almost everything. anyway, he took around 3 minutes for each page. and that time was the time i did the les test, 70%!! -fainted- but i'm alright now.
he read my gb too! not sure if there were any no-parents-reading stuff inside but.. eeks! still a nono! not good! sighh..
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@ 2:22:00 AM
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still think my layout sucks. will deal with it later. tarts!
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@ 2:19:00 AM
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mum's home. it's pouring crazy. think i will be going..
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@ 1:57:00 AM
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:: the worst way to miss you, is to be sitting right next to you, knowing that you and i will never come true.
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@ 1:33:00 AM
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:)
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@ 1:29:00 AM
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oh my! yay! didn't have headache today. only in the morning when my mother was talking to me. yepps. so now i can read stuff. hee. mm.. i feel so dumb. bahh. :x
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@ 1:26:00 AM
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-stretches- i'm bored. 've been on this chair for 5+ hours already. gee. and i think i was changing my layout half the time? oh me.. i'm such a loser. L mm.. i'm hungry. only ate breakfast today. + lots of other snacks. but didn't eat lunch. super hungry now.
think i should listen to my mother and go study! says i'm throwing my future away. mm.. that's quite true. will try. later that is.. :)
my house seems foodless. and the cause of it must be me! probably ate all the food way too fast and also probably didn't know. mm.. maybe i sleep-eat! anyway, hate foodless houses!! bahh. okok. i want food!! -mutters-
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@ 12:52:00 AM
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have been doing this for quite some time. geesh. my html really sucks. did lots of try and error. :\ well.. i'll probably end up changing it again. once i get sick of it that is.. mm.. maybe not. cause i'll probably be too lazy. haha. :P
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@ 12:33:00 AM
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:) lovely lovely time..
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@ 10:59:00 PM
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okok. revived some of the entries. there were hell too many. dam tiring and i'm wayy too lazy. mm.. everything's all cramped up. bahh. this is irritating. i'm lazy. not gonna do anything man. -one more lesson learnt-
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@ 10:58:00 PM
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there's friends and liuxinghuayuan tonight!! just one after another. -phewf- and will be at home hugging something infront of the tv tonight! no comp!! all tv!! yay!! :}
mm.. i feel mad. -koks head- eeks. it's empty. :\
judebox ::
x i will still love you
- britney spears feat don philip [ yeppx. forever ;) ]
x god must have spent a little more time on you
- nsync [ definate ]
x not pretty enough - kasey chambers [ yahh! sad. ]
x blurry - p o d [ you... your.. ]
x someday we'll know
- mandy moore feat jonathan forema [ mm.. ]
x put your arms around me - natural
x we fit together - o town
x bop bop baby - westlife [ now playing ]
x fly by - blue [ lovely!! ]
x make it good - a1 [ you better ]
x it's ok - atmoic kitten [ really? ]
x straight up - brian harvey [ heh? ]
x soak up the sun - sheryl crow [ feeling hot ]
x i need a girl - usher [ yeah baby ]
x you don't need to call - usher [ no!! ]
x without me - eminem [ lalala!! :)) ]
x i will talk and hollywood will listen
- robbie williams [ ehh.. ]
watched boys and girls again.
FREDDIE PRINZE, JR. !!!!!!!
haha. he's one hottie!! :P
this is my third time if i'm not wrong. lovely show. :}
but i also wanna watch the other show!
CRUEL INTENSION!
sighh.. another lovely show.. :}
tell me who do you think you see
you’re standing in your corner looking out on me
you think i’m so predictable
tell me who do you think i am
looks can be deceiving
better guess again
tell me what you see
when you look at me
you’re probably thinking that i want those things
cash, cars – diamond rings
thinkin’ on my side the grass is green
but you don’t know where i have been
i could be a wolf in disguise
i could be an angel in your eyes
never judge a book by it’s cover
i could be a crook or your lover
i could be the one or the other
if you’d look beneath you’d discover
you just don’t know me
cause he’s got a 9-5
and i bet that you don’t realize
he stalks you while you sleep at night
yet you’re scared of the homeless guy
think he’s gonna wanna start a fight
never judge a book by its cover
now tell me, who do you think i am? huh?
you don’t even know me
well did you think about this
yippie!! christian milian - when you look at me!! :}
know all about,
bout your reputation
and now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
but i can't help it if i'm helpless
every time that i'm where you are
you walk in and my strength walks out the door
say my name and i can't fight it any more
oh i know, i should go
but i need your touch just too damn much
lovin' you,
isn't really something i should do
shouldn't wanna spend my time with you,
i should try to be strong
but baby you're the right kind of wrong
there's no way to explain
all the pleasure is worth all the pain
lovin' you,
isn't really something i should do
shouldn't wanna spend my time with you
well i should try to be strong
but baby you're the right kind of wrong
i don't care if i'm in too deep
know all about,
bout your reputation
and now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
but i can't help it if i'm helpless
every time that i'm where you are
you walk in and my strength walks out the door
say my name and i can't fight it any more
oh i know, i should go
but i need your touch just too damn much
lovin' you,
isn't really something i should do
i shouldn't wanna spend my time with you
well i should try to be strong
but baby you're the right kind of wrong
yipp. that's one meaningful song. :P it describes how i feel!! :}
eeks. hate today! keep coming online at the wrong time!! bahh.
just reached home!! oh bout my cousiee..
it was a hit and run case. that bloody driver hit her, bumper came out, came out of the car, picked it up and drove off. the friend.. i think it's her boyfriend, remembered the car number man.
mm.. it was a lorry that hit her. and she still survived! she's real lucky. mm.. and oh! made a mistake. she's at home. haha. :P
had lots of scratches and cuts on her body. cried like hell. if i'm not wrong. she flew!! :(
she was talking on the phone and walking. jay walking see.. over-head bridge to her left, traffic to her right, then she took a short cut. even had those lil fences there.. haha. yupp.
accident was in hougang. poor thing. had so many visitors.. haha. :P
her father's dam cute too. name's fred. lazy to elaborate. yupp. :x
oh no!! my cousin met an accident.
mm.. i'm not at all close to my cousins but.. yah. she's the one i'm closest to out of all of them.
sad. :( so.. i will bathe, EAT! then off to the hospital!!
eeks. hospital. went there 3 times my whole life. i'm an accident freak i tell you. and all of them were dam ass stupid. except for the car accident.. :P
today's another boring day. sighh..
anyway, off to bathe!! and then eat!!!!!!!!!! yay! -hurries-
well i remember all the nights i used to stay at home
on the phone all night long
used to talk about the things we really wanna do
i believed in you
i remember how you used to say
have no fear, be ok
when you told me anything you want is possible
we could have it all
i believed in you
must have been a fool
all my dreams were with you
i say its ok
i can promise you
it's alright
you aint keeping me up
all night, no more
you're not here but its ok
i assure you babe
it's alright
you aint keeping me up
all night no more
you're not here but its ok
well now you got to where you wanted
like i knew you would
cash car house , its all good
is the why you never come around here no more
like you did before
got it all thats the way it seems
looks like you lived your dream
and i hope your life has turned out for the better now
when im not around
i believed in you
must have been a fool
all my dreams are with you
i say its ok
i can promise you
it's alright
you aint keeping me up
all night, no more
you're not here but its ok
i assure you babe
it's alright
you aint keeping me up
all night no more
you're not here but its ok
its alright and its ok and
its alright and its ok and (and you're not here with me)
its alright and its ok and (its alright)
its alright and its ok and (its ok)
its alright and its ok and (and you're not here with me)
i say its ok
i can promise you
its alright
you aint keeping me up
all night, no more
you're not here but its ok
i assure you babe
it's alright
you aint keeping me up
all night no more (no more no more)
you're not here but its ok
its alright and its ok and
its alright and its ok and
its alright and its ok and
its alright and its ok and (and you're not here with me)
its alright and its ok and (its alright)
its alright and its ok and (its ok)
its alright and its ok and
you're not here but its ok
atomic kitten - it's ok
nice song. pretty sad though.. :\
eeks. realise.. i hate the holidays!! not that i used to like it or something but, yar! hate the holidays. always giving me headaches cause i watch too much tv and use too much comp and am getting too much sleep. gushes. all these give me headaches! cause they include lying down and radiation? haha. i don't know. mm.. weird huh. haha. but it's not my fault that i'm like that. mm.. maybe i should just stick to eating. :P
went training in the morning. and these 2 sets were the ones that killed me!!
- 400x5
- 16x50
stupid coach hardly gave us anytime to rest for the 16x50. okok. i dint swim all of it. i was tired! but swam some!! haha. :P
mm.. after i came home, ate lots of food! was dying of hunger. ate 2 curry puffs and 2.. i don't know what you call it. nicenice! :P
then watched tv all the way til 12 something and slept all the way til 430. what a piggie day. mm.. actually everyday is piggie day to me! haha. :P --pigp!
think i should call it a day.
having headache again. bahh. i think i got brain problem. :( sad. no wonder i'm so stupid. anyway had quite a number of minor and not so minor accidents that affected my head in a way. yupp. so maybe thats it? mm.. anyway shall go do something about it! haha. heehee. :P
night everyone!! sweet dreams!! -hope it's the same for me.
and off to talk to my sisterrr! before she sleeps! eeks!! -hurries-
guess i've got to go for training tomorrow morning. bwah. don't want to cause it means waking up early. and it would be very tiring. imagine moving your arm and pulling the water at the back of you on and on and on from 8 to 10 in the morning. that don't sound good. hate training esp in the morning. just feel like sinking into the water.
went training on thursday. hee. then my jiao lian went like "wahh! ni wei she me lai le? ni que le na li? wo zao shang jiao ni de jiejie jiao ni lai ze li." crappy shit.
slacked majorly too. cause he was telling them individually, "ni you liu shi mi breast. ran hou ni fly" etc.. then when he reached me and said, "ni!.." then i went "wo bu yao you la!" and he just "haiyah" and walked away. think he can't be bothered with me. haha. besides. he has not seen me for about a year. can't really blame him. teehee. :P
woohoo!! my sis is back! later is.. time to talk to her!! after i go offline that is.
poor girl has been doing art ever since she came back in the afternoon. spent 2 hours in school cutting her art piece. it's wood. she has to some transforming thing. lots of hardwork and hard to explain. :}
and that sillie girl bought 30g worth of famous amous just now when we went to parkway to buy food. parents gave us 54 to buy some food. and there she went looking for famous amous. and refused to tell them what she bought that left a remainder of 20+ bucks. i told them. after she left the car and went to grandparents house. but! they really dint say anything. dad just went like "just say lah! haiyoh." :]
want monday to hurry comex. more liuxinghuayuan and no mummy and daddy home the whole day. sunday is what they call 'family day'. bahh. full of shit. never go out on sundays. actually i hardly go out at all. eeks. i'm a trapped kid. -shakes door- "let me out!!" haha. :P
got rid of that blogger thingy. looks kind of empty now but who cares. :}
so far [haha. sounds like sofa. anw..]
·out of reach·
got stranded at home today. think it'll be the same for tomorrow. but hopefully not for the rest of the holidays. eeks. the horror!!
just totally haven't been enjoying the holidays. wait. actually, i never ever did before. did i? can't remember. sillie brain can't contain anything for nuts! ahh. food. :P
mm.. i want to go somewhere now! but there's nowhere to go. shuggs. anyway, i'm kind of lazy.
've been having nightmares again!! eeks. can't really remember them after i wake up though. a little only. but the nightmares are kind of crappy. haha. think i'll have them again tonight! -excited- wonder what it would be about this time..
haha. then when i wake up, sometimes my heart would be pounding. gee. think i must be thinking too much bout some stuff lately. gee. a big nono. should stop. -stop!!!- but i have nothing else to do. haha. cause i'm always rotting all day long at home.
mm.. maybe i should start reading romeo and juliet! funfun!!! :P
Baby you know that
I can't stop thinking
About the night we had
When you and me
Made time stand still
I need to know now
If you felt the same way
If I would come back
To your door then
Would you let me in?
And I
Don't know what
You're doing to me
It was
So good and
It tasted so sweet
And I
Just know that
I can't let it be
Baby you know that
You're the only one for me
But I need to know
If I got it all wrong
Should we leave it like it is
Or do you wanna go on?
Straight up, no bends,
Can we do it again?
If you think about it, baby
There's no need to pretend
'Cause it felt so good and
It can't be wrong
We've been
Keeping it a secret
Baby far too long
Straight up, no bends,
Do we have to pretend?
If you think about it baby,
You don't want it to end
If it feels like love
Then it can't be wrong
Don't go making this a problem,
Don't go dropping bombs
And now your girls say
You've started thinking
You wanna keep your
Independence and options too
It doesn't figure no
I don't believe that
The things we said then
Didn't mean a single thing to you
Am I too strong out to
See what you see
Was I all wrong when
I thought it could be
Is it
So easy to set yourself free?
Baby stop playin' me like a fool,
Oh can't you see?
That I need to know if
I got it all wrong
Should we leave it like it is
Or do you wanna go on?
Baby, you gotta let me know
If you feel the same way
Then let it show
You know that I'm just
Waiting for your call
Oh baby
I can't give you up
Got a good thing going
So please don't stop
You know it's the real thing
So baby,
Please give me the word
brian harvey - straight up
nice song. :D
bored and hungry. tired. headache. eekx. again.
fathers watching his football again. what's so nice about it? sometimes i get headache just keeping my eyes on the ball. haha. lousy pootie me. bahh. :P
yay its JUNE!
've not been online/blogging for quite sometime. can't seem to type properly. and see properly and think properly. having a pretty bad headache. -spining- think i slept too much man. and now everything's so blurry.
but yay! no more lessons from yesterday onwards? kinda left maths lesson half way yesterday and seah called my parents. was nothing really. it wasn't as bad as me reaching home late the other day. reached home at 930 and she went on bragging bout me not supposed to be out so late. and that i should have discussed things with her. mm.. it's just the same old words and phrases coming out of her mouth. no biggy. anyway i'm kind of immune to her scoldings. no effects already. just that sometimes i get worried bout what she will do. yepp.
-yawn- woke up an hour ago and i'm still tired. was so tired ytd that i fell asleep at 10. slept for a whole 14 hours last night. woah. i'm a major pig man. and ate so much too. okok.
breakfast:
-4 fish balls
-potatoes
lunch:
-curry chicken
-tou suan
-kway teow
-4 fish balls
-fries
dinner:
-2 grilled veal sussage
made me totally broke. ate dinner at my club though. the sussage [?] was like hell big. its like arnd 30cm? but yummie! :P haha.
went gym too! thought i company my friend and loose weight at the same time. got tired soon enough. major slacker. she was busy working out while i was talking to her 1/2 the time. at least it was better than going out with my parents to eat again. yupp.
ughh. wo de tou tong yew lai le!!
i'll do anything anything you want
yes my word is bond
baby i was wrong
please forgive me for what i've done
i'm sorry
i'll do anything anything you want
yes my word is bond
baby i was wrong
please forgive me for what i've done
im sorry
i realize it's too late now that you've turned away
is there something that i could do to reassure you
that i wont hurt you like this anymore
mm..
i know i said it
i know i did it
but now i just need sometime away to get my head together
i've never ever been so shameful for what i did
you made me now
i think that i should have never did it
and for all the things i've said and done
i wish that i could take them back.
i didn't mean to make you cry
and just let me try to make you understand that i
really wanna make things right :\
bahh. bloody fengyi got me hooked onto liuxinghuayuan. mm.. and last time that ziyi got me hooked to huanzhugege. ughh..
cause i was vehh hungry and kind of bored. so went to the kitchen to look for food. dint find anything so needed to find something else to do for entertainment. so sat on the sofa beside my sis and started watching that show. it got me hooked immediately. bahh. couldn't take my eyes off the screen. mayb cause i needed to look at the subtitle but.. yupp. i like! i love it!! haha. :P mm.. and after the show ended, i yelled for more. MORE! MOREE!!!!! but.. that stupid fengyi lent her vcdx to her friend, who's in hawaii now!! ughh. says he'll be coming back in about a week?! i cant wait that long! oh well.. tmr night there is another one. ahh!! nice! :D
mm.. after watching that show, continued watching stupid shows with fengyi. as in.. she always watches them but my father calls them stupid and low class shows. haha. they are really vehh stupid, crappy, and funny!! haha. :P its the show on channel 8. din't really get some parts as there were no subtitles there for me to read and they talked to fast. but i somehow figured some of them out. mm.. but.. it was just mostly funny!! i like. haha. and i like that hei and that zhu person. i mean.. the 2 hosts. haha. so funny! :P
and so the shows ended at abt 1. then went to sleep. slept in her room. brought my mums extra mattress over. and once the show ended, that stupid fengyi went to off the lights. haha. then i was scared so never opened my eyes and 'tooukk'! i feel asleep. :P
when you look in her eyes
and she look back in yours
and smiling
everything feels quite normal
because you feel stronger
and weaker at the same time
and you feel excited
at the same time terrified
its as if you are with her
its as if you have reached the unreachable
and you weren't ready for it.
@ @ eyes :: googoogaagaaieeee
< nose :: gross & pointy but don't know any other way to draw a nicer one
.. mouth :: small and stupid. ughh.. :(
thats me. its the cause of missing one too many people. mm.. okayokayy.. I LOOK DUMB! i know.. :( -pouts- i'm sad. :( haha. :P
mm.. currently missing a lot of people til my heads spinning. ughh. help! :P
"Anyhow, I went for the Food Festival at Singapore Expo! Wow.. You know, food? -delighted- I got affected by Jun's affinity for food."
that was taken from hui's page. and no!!! i do not!! . have an affinity for food. haha. wait. mayb i do. anyhoos.. thanx a lot hui! -growl-
i just can't imagine how it would be · to look in your eyes and feel misery · i can't believe what i would say · if i moved for your hand and you moved it away · and i may have done wrong · won't you give me some time · it won't take me long · it's a yes and no game · all pain and no gain · you're here in my life · it's what i'm here for ·· can't stop me from loving you · and nothing can take the place of you ·· all my advice i give it to thee · so take my heart and treat it honestly · if you don't take what i have for you · you'll never know what you're gonna lose ·· and i may have done wrong · won't you give me some time · it won't take me long · it's a yes and no game · all pain and no gain · you're here in my life · it's what i'm here for ·· you can't stop me from loving you · & nothing can take the place of you
when you're weary
when you're down and out
lay your hands on me
when you're weary
when you're down and out
lay your hands on me
i count my blessings
think of all i have
she never thought about it
and then threw it all away
left it all to chance
she
tore down fences
now it seems so wasted
wish she could turn back time
now she's down on her knees to pray
begging please
make it good, make it good somehow
she will do what it takes to change
someone please make it good, make it good somehow
someone please...
when you're weary
when you're down and out
lay your hands on me
she had a vision
time to make a stand
for all she used to be
to turn her life around
to take back yesterday's
never easy
when you're on your own
it seems impossible
now she's down on her knees to pray,
begging please
make it good, make it good
somehow
she will do what it takes to change
someone please
make it good, make it good somehow
someone please..
welcome to your revoloution
what you dream is what you see
there's no rules or regulations
let the music set you free
now she's down on her knees to pray
begging please
make it good, make it good
somehow
she will do what it takes to change
someone please
make it good, make it good somehow
someone please...
when you're weary
when you're down and out
lay your hands on me
when you're weary
when you're down and out
lay your hands on me
audio:: a1 - make it good [3:33]
mm.. realised i have been online practically the whole day. so boring. haha. wait. i went out for a short while thoughh. and spent loads of time eating! :P -yummie- we're going to the airport to eat again!! eating makes me happy!! haha. so.. yay! we'll be off munching. mm.. i'm quite full actually.. but.. narhh. will and shall eat!! haha. there will be ice-cream.. coffe bean.. and.. can't stop thinking mann.. haha. mm.. and shall eat until i grow as fat as the world's fattest man!! :P wish me luck!! haha. :P
haha. look at this! haha. vehh cute!! i mean the frog. :P
darn. was putting on makeup for fun.
and now.. smart me cant remove it. bahh!
luckily no ones home. how? -hides-
haha. i feel so dumb! :(
never win first place
i don't support the team
i can't take direction
and my socks are never clean
teachers dated me
my parents hated me
i was always in a fight
cause i can't do nothin' right
every day i fight a war against a mirror
i can't take the person staring back at me
i'm a hazard to myself
don't let me get me
i'm my own worst enemy
it's bad when you annoy yourself
so irritating
don't want to be my friend no more
i wanna be somebody else
i wanna be somebody else
L.A. told me
you could be a pop star
all you have to change is everything you are
tired of being compared
to damn britney spears
she's so pretty
that just ain't me
so doctor doctor won't you please prescribe me something
a day in the life of someone else
cause i'm a hazard to myself
don't let me get me
i'm my own worst enemy
it's bad when you annoy yourself
so irritating
don't want to be my friend no more
i wanna be somebody else
don't let me get me
im my own worst enemy
its bad when you annoy yourself
so irritating
don't wanna be my friend no more
i wanna be somebody else
so doctor doctor won't you please prescribe me something
a day in the life of someone else
don't let me get me
i'm a hazard to myself
don't let me get me
i'm my own worst enemy
it's bad when you annoy yourself
so irritating
don't wanna be my friend no more
i wanna be somebody else
dont let me get me
im my own worst enemy
its bad when you annoy yourself
so irritating
don't wanna be my friend no more
i wanna be somebody else
dont let me get me
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eeks! totally screwed everything up!! bahh!! :(
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:)
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